Sunday, December 25, 2011

Merry Christmas !

Just popping in quickly to wish You All a wonderful Christmas !
It is +1c here in Winnipeg lol
just a few photos to share with you . I'll post more in a day or two .
We are really laid back this year . no rushing shopping . dh bought a used snowmobile ( skidoo if your an old person like me lol ) and we took it out last weekend to the property so I'll post some of those fun photos too.
Our Yule party was a success but I lost my camera for 1 1/2 days !!! yes me ! my dh was in shock . Rox always has her camera attached at the wrist .
we had my friend Patrica appear with her 5 little ones 4 of them girls ! a treat in this very all boy home .
I also have a possible score on raw milk supplier so keep your fingers crossed ;-)
We have almost all of our beautiful children here with us this yr. Dacotah & Chayote moved back to Winnipeg ! Only our eldest dd Natasha is still out east .She owns a home and her own business so chances of her moving home are not high on the list .For this I am so happy we do have internet . I've already talked to her on the phone and sent her hugs & love via fb .
So this morning our dd Jasmine came over with our grandson mr. silly ridiculous .
Last night I wrapped up his wizard package I'd prepared for him .
check it out below


He was thrilled just opening it !
He is really into magic and I found a wooden magic kit by Melissa & Doug

one of those wands with the sparkles & stars inside ( his Mum had one just like it when she was a little girl )one of the Wizardology books & the wizard hat I made him out of my old witches hat .

He was thrilled & so excited his grampa helped him with some tricks .
He talked non stop about how do you get better at magic and when can he get his different hats . I have told him he will graduate from purple to black hat then on to the final hat a white one just like Gandalf ;-)
I can't say enough what a joy it is having grandchildren .

and granny ! what did granny get ?
The Flintstones s1 !!

some brand new jars to store my herbal goodies in

and yes red licorice !
this granny has a sweet tooth and yes it is totally junky not good for me that is why I have a jar of acidofilous and container of yogurt waiting for me come boxing day lol .

So below are two of my absolute fav Christmas songs I would love to share with You .
I hope You have a wonderful holiday however You celebrate .




The Huron Carol is my fav from childhood 


This is such a beautiful song and the children singing warms my heart .

Saturday, December 24, 2011

Family of Many

Mother Earth , Mother Divine , Mother Many
Father Sky , Father Divine , Father All
Grandfather Sun , Grandmother Moon , Elders  Wise 
Seasonal Sisters , Siblings Real
Autumn Dance , Winter Walk, Spring Warm & Summer Shine
 Brothers of Dircetion , Siblings True
East Awaken , South Protect , West Heal , North Cleanse
Elements born Children of All
Air Messege , Fire  Strong , Water Clean , Earth Pure , Stone Keeper
Cousins given of  Divine
Hawk , Bear, Cedar & Pine 
All Belong
Family of Many  
These
All Our Relations


Friday, December 23, 2011

Soul Float Yule

Soul Float Yule


open soul , open heart
 sight not ,  touch not
silence sweet
spirit lift
mind clean
warm dark is peaceful rest

Monday, December 5, 2011

Meet My Allie ~ Lady & Lovely Lavender

I thought I'd post photos of my Lady Lavender
This is my outdoor Lavender that I purchased just this yr.
Now Manitoba is very ify for Lavender to over winter . In fact there is even a greenhouse that offers an over winter service for Lavender plants . I do also know some blessed people who have over wintered Lavender in their gardens outdoors .
So I planted mine in my front flower bed .I then placed fallen leaves over them and placed burlap bags on top . I am so hoping they will not die .
I've always dreamed of having row upon row of Lavender . I think it is my Mediterranean side coming out ☺
Anyway below are a few more photos of my plants both outdoor and indoor .
I've not started my journal yet ! But I do have two projects that I'm going to begin .

This really is cheating .I bought these at the end of Summer season . The big dept. stores just chuck out all the plants . It is  plantocide in my opinion !
they should at least have an effort to give plants away to shelters , group homes , hospitals etc.


I have never ever seen a Lavender flower ! nope ! always have purchased the dried flower buds but never seen them close up blooming !


They are almost like a purple pine cone with light petals on top ☺

Now this , this is real !
I planted these from seed about 5-6 yrs ago . they grew and never ever flowered .
Then this spring when I went out to the lake for so long to stay at Mum's place .
I placed them in the sun hot hot sun  my tea garden .
Yes they bloomed !
Lol it was funny the flowers were so so small
okay take the Lavender picture up top and shrink it by 7 lol that is how small they were .

These two littles are who I am choosing to work with this yr.
This one is Lovely
and

This one is Lady
I know she is straggly and kind of under kept so I felt she needs a confidence boost so I named her Lady .
Now I've two plants so one shall me used for my spiritual work and the other for my medicinal work .
The two projects I am starting are firstly a dream pillow .I thought that would be a good start . sew and embroider a little dream pillow stuffed with Lavender to place under my head at night .
The other project is I am over the winter months anyway going to make myself at night time just a small cup of warm lavender milk with honey .
The two projects were not planned together at all but they just evolved and they do go together don't they !
So as I work on these for now I will take some photos and post as I work along .
By for now , Rox , Lovely & Lady ☺

Friday, December 2, 2011

methods of prayer

This was an old post from back on my healthy lifestyle blog I noticed it had quite a few hits .It really is a spiritual post on prayer so I'm going to repost it here .some of it is about relearning prayer when I joined a catholic ministry which opened up a whole world which I'd blocked off while stuck in unhealthy relationship of enabling an alcoholic .
and of course now being Catholic Heathen or Chritsopagan I embrace all my religious teachings from my rich and full life .
so below is my post on methods of prayer and why prayer is so very valuable to us .
One of the biggest gifts & lessons that I received while in formation was the return to prayer . This formation is for all people to rediscover whom we have created to be so many people are a part of it be they housewife or priest . During formation when one discovers ones plan of life the very first topic discussed is that of prayer .
Why ? Because without prayer , without that openness and communication we cannot have that transformation happen .
There are hundreds of methods of prayer
Most people are familiar with written prayer or group prayer .
However examples of prayer are dance , song , building , painting , our daily work of reading a book to children can be a form of prayer .
Prayer is that road of communication between us and Creator and all that is given .
There of course are also meditation and contemplation which are in themselves a state of being I find not so much a method because meditation & contemplation can take place in many methods of prayer .
Then of course there are the deeper states of prayer we may experience
such as purgative , illumitive and unitive etc.
For myself rediscovering my own methods of prayer was truly a big return to self ☺
We are asked to try all forms of prayer because then if we are not working well with one we may try another which may bring us closer .
I personally am a silent prayer person . I do almost all my prayer in silence , even when alone I rarely will speak out loud . When in communal prayer such as mass I struggle alot . I can barely say the Our Father or other prayers because the sounds of all the voices mix me up , it is as though I need to begin to follow each voice and it drives me crazy . Same with the public rosary I just can't do it .
However one way I do not do badly in communal prayer is when out of doors say in a park ,when mass is held in these settings , it is strange but the sound of a bird or the wind in the leaves brings me closer to what is going on during mass.
I have written before about my work with plants on a spiritual level .How I know the herb , tree, flower , root to pick before the why is given .
This is truly part of my pray life of who I am and what I do with it .
I write this for others who are perhaps lost , disconnected , perhaps who have been labeled bad , witch or pagan .Which of course you know you are not but you feel you must hide who you are because somehow being a Christina became and meant you need worship within 4 walls and purchase statues, and drive cars and walk on pavement .
No you are not bad or wrong etc.
 many saints were like me & you .
 Jesus always went into nature to be at one it was His most sacred space to be with Creator .
Many nuns, monks & priests connected through God via the moon , seasons , etc. they knew what plants to pick for what ailments and what plants began to represent certain spiritual aailments as well.
I personally believe the reason why many religious prayer at very early hrs began because of the cycle of the moon . Like me I cannot sleep during this time so I learned I am not to toss and turn I am to get up and pray ☺
One of the most beautiful times to pray the rosary is during a summer full moon ☺
If you want to learn more you can write to me , I just wanted to share some of my creations to give inspiration .
I love creating stuff, using natural items from nature , I also have trouble sitting still for to long so these methods of prayer keep me busy planning , preparing , touching , feeling , and most of all giving !
so below are some photos of items I use and creations I make during these prayerful times
I hope you enjoy .


I began making these cute little prayer bundles upon my return to the city .With having no garden ( another method of prayer ) I was extremely slothful and knew I needed something .
I made this one up for my sil on her birthday , just like prayer sticks or candles bundles can be used for private prayer or given as a gift to someone . These are to be placed on your prayer fire when the time is right ☺


I cleaned off the lovely outdoor table dh made me and set up a little outdoor work station


Summer is best season of all because you can collect items from in the garden etc. There are many books on Marian flowers , herbs etc. on what each type of tree flower represents . So if you feel called to prayer for someone or make them a gift use those ingredients which most represent what you are called to prayer for . Such as cedar for healing & protection .Spruce or balsam for healing and conversion etc. I am personally thinking to begin the plant ally study some fellow bloggers are doing . I of course have many allies but the one plant that is always with me is Lavender , always . I just learned that this plant represents Mary's flight to Egypt ! Of course it does ☺There are many herbals written by those in convents and monasteries as well from old . I've yet to get my hands on any but I've seen them in reference in all my herbal books .


I then transfer items to the mortar and pestle


This is fun too , you get to squish it all up
Keep in mind while you are doing all this much prayer is being prayed for loved ones etc.


I have on hand holy water , oil & salt
blessing , protection & purification

Then you get to mix it altogether ☺


I have used palm leaves from palm Sunday for this or like this bundle for my sil I decided to use birch bark .I set a piece of moss down on it , like a heavenly cloud so soft .

I then placed some of the herbal mixture on top the moss and then a beautiful lily in bloom to represent Our Lady .

I used some wool we got from the sheep farm

To tie it all together ☺
I also used the same herbal mixture to make her prayer candle

As many people know I also make prayer sticks , some sticks are like prayer shawls . Usually red diamond willow is the wood I prefer .  I sand them and oil them using much prayer and give as gifts . Then there are these other sticks I now make which are for the fire .


I find a stick I like for that person

For my sil I wanted to use Patchouli because it is her fav scent .


So I mixed patchouli up with some holy water , oil & salt .
Then taking a rag gently rub this all over the stick . It always brings out the beautiful red , golden and brown earthy tones in the wood.

and there You have it ! I for some reason also wanted to tie a sage bundle to her stick so I did .I'm sure it would smell wonderful when she burns it in her prayer fire ☺


I also made this beautiful prayer stick

and prayer candle
my dear friend & midwife gave me that little statue of OLMC yrs ago , it had belonged to her Grandmother , who also had been a midwife ☺ The little blue bird my ds10 gave to me back when he was 6yo .It represents the Holy Spirit to me ☺


once again using lots of fresh ingredients

This prayer was for someone who really feels unwanted and unloved so I tended to pick alot of things representing protection but mostly gentle love like baby's breath ☺a soul so in pain needs gentle touch , nothing harsh .

and then there was fire .


Yes everyone knows Rox loves her fires Lol !
I am however not the girl who plays with fire but rather the woman who tends the fire ☺

Be it day or night but truly day time is the best for me , a sunrise fire !
I love prayer by candle light

and I've special spots I love for prayer .Environment really does have an influence on our prayer life . Just look at how residential schools killed spirits & damaged souls !

I've my fav prayer books , well worn


beautiful souls helping me along the way

and never , I mean never discourage others from learning their true method of prayer .always invite them ☺
amen